Timing and Decisions
At the start of our class, we were warned that time management will be a key factor is our success (or lack of) for this class and our project. Along the way, I have had moments of concern, but I established a timeline early on and then proceeded with that timing in mind. I am not significantly off-track, I have dual-pathed some elements, but the changes I have made are not unreasonable, and I’ve made some changes in my personal life to help free more time to focus on school
Even last week, as I wrote out my Project Charter, I felt relatively good. This past week, I made good progress on documenting what I know, what I need to know, and a plan to fill in the gaps. Nothing significant has changed, so why do I now feel so behind on timing? As I took a step back to examine the panic (only a slight exaggeration), I have realized that it is because the more I learn, the more I feel that I need to learn before I can make a choice, a decision.
I have always been slow and considerate when making choices and decisions, especially when school work is at hand, and regarding choices in my career. However, I have felt relatively sound on my knowledge of this category until two weeks (or so ago), when I learned more about the emotion and personal drivers in decision making. Now, I seem to feel that they is more to be learned and more “new” detail that needs to be added to my consideration set before I make choices and proceed.
Additionally, I feel that putting my thoughts on paper seem to make them more “final” for me. I am my own client, I am focused on building my own business. If Kate “the consultant” makes a reco, there is no reason Kate “the client” must proceed that way.
In retrospect, this writing makes me wonder why I am so nervous about making a choice that only affects me. I can make reco's to a client and feel confident, why can't I do the same for myself as client?
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